do they really need titles?

It's been awhile since my last post, a lot of stuff has been going through my head. i know one of my resolutions was to blog about 3 times a week but that's ridiculous... sometimes we have things going on in our lifes we dont want the whole world to know, and im not saying the whole world reads my blog but i mean its out there. Basically I'm having a difficult time because some of my "friends" started sending me emails and IM's about how I was a killer and blah blah because I didn't answer my phone when shauna called...i mean i keep thinking about it over and over again and im begining to wonder if there was anything i could have done if i had answered my phone... i mean i was 15 years old.. i shouldnt be dealing with stuff like that.. but anyway, after having a talk with someone i admire greatly, i think she's right.. i just need to ask for forgiveness, for the help to forgive others, and mostly to forgive myself because i hold a lot of blame toward myself for everything thats happened in my life... so in conclusion..im gonna focus on god.