Final Exit

430 saved, 1 cancelled abortion, and 1 prevented suicide. Amazing month, amazing people, amazing ministry outreach. Final exit has been such a blessing on my life, from the people I've met, to the people changed, to the person i've changed into.

The first weekend of performances was hard for me, I was really attacked, I was crying, I was doubting, I was overall a mess. I thought for sure I was going to be done. I thought that all week then Friday I went to Ihope, I was terrified to walk in those doors, I thought everyone was going to be rude, but they weren't. I spent two and a half hours in the prayer room with God. I really prayed about it, and something told me that i needed to go back. It was hard but I stuck with it, and then when I pulled myself out of my doubt, and depression and just started praying to God for peace, I felt better. When I began to look around, I began to actually meet people. Suddenly I didn't feel so alone.

Now, after all is said and done, Im glad I went back that second weekend. Because I've learned so much. And I've met so many amazing people. I am so very thankful.

I learned to pray, well in a way. Praying wasn't something I liked to do a lot, but through final exit I saw the power of prayer, and I felt the power of prayer, and now all i want to do is talk to God.

I learned that I have the atuhority not to let demons attack me. Have I used the authority? Somewhat, but I'm trying, it's just new to me, but I've learned to.

I've developed a passion for the lost. A want to go out and lead others to Jesus, whatever persecution comes my way.

I've found a new church ministry, that I love, and I wil continue to go to even though Final Exit is over. The people that work there are amazing, and I can't wait to spend more time at Ihope.

I've taken my next step toward christ, and now all I want to do is continue to run towards him. I know God is real, because I've seen what he's done in my life, and I've seen him at work through final exit.

So finally, I say thank you, to the santiagos, john neal and all the others who put on final exit for coming up. I say thank you to Ihope, for inviting them. I say thank you to Kasey for letting me know about it.

I say thank you to this amazing ministry, that i went into to help save others, and it ended up saving me through it.