camp.

So, I leave for camp in approximately 35 hours. I'm excited, scared, and unsure. Last year camp was a ton of fun, most of the time. The chapel, late night, pool, games. Fun. Fun. This year, I have no doubt that it's going to be fun, but that doesn't quite get rid of my fear and unsureness of whether or not I should go. The people I hung out with while there last year, won't be there this year, that's kinda a downer, but I'm mostly scared of facing what happened last year. On recent posts I've wrote about my friend Shauna. Well This next Thursday, is one year later. Facing the place where I found out, facing the place I was at which made me unable to answer the phone, facing the place where I tried to leave the hurt...scares me. I can picture it in my mind, and I want to cry. I don't know how I'll react when I get there, but when I come away, I hope for closure. And I could sure use your prayers if you think about it. Also, send some mail, it'd be fun. :) 1130 Juneberry Road Ogden,IA 50212