sometimes i question things...
I question why I'm here.
I question why I go to school.
I question my motives.
Am I doing this in God's glory or not?
I'm not the perfect christian.. I'm still new to this but I'm working on it. I'm dealing with a lot right now and I know sometimes how I react isn't how Christians should try to handle things, but it's hard. I'ma teenager dealing wiht things that teenagers shouldn't be dealing with. I'm trying to fix this.. I'm try to rely fulling on God but it's hard to be alone. I don't always feel God with me, and I;m trying to work on how I respond to his faithful love, but it's hard in the meantime.
I want to do something in ministry when I get older. I have a long way to go but I feel called to it. Granted I would love to do something in law but I feel pulled toward ministry..
I seem to be asking the question: "Would going into law be for God's glory?"
I know ministry would be, if I'm going into it with a pure heart and God at my side.
Yet... law confuses me...
It's something I would LOVE to do...
Hmm...
The future scared me..
but I'm trying not to be afraid, because it's in God's hands..
He'll get me where he wants me.
I just got to stop being such an control freak about my life.
When it comes to our future, sometimes God gives clear signals about it. Other times, you really need to seek and find His guidance.
ReplyDeleteI had a plan and a major that I wanted all through high school. I was convinced that I would be an amazing weather woman! Then God led me somewhere else really fast. My heart raced to this new idea, and I'm where I am today because of that.
God gives you peace when you have found the right answer. If you really seek, you can feel the tension in your soul that the Holy Spirit brings about. Read the parable of the persistent friend in Luke 11 (I hope I got that right. I don't have my Bible next to me). In there, Jesus says those very words. Seek and knock over and over and OVER again. Be persistent. The devil will flee from you if you keep knocking on God's door, and then you will find a peace in God's answer when He reveals it to you.
I love you girl. Keep me posted on life.