what happens, when high school becomes to much?

something that's really getting to me is school.

i feel as though it's tearing me apart.

and by tearing me apart i mean, i find myself slipping more and more back into the ways of the world.

this summer, i was in such a mood for jesus, i loved it.

i started this year off fresh, excited and ready to share my faith.

here it is 8.5 weeks away from the end of the year and i find myself weakened.

i can't stand walking through the hallways anymore..

i just i dont know.

high school gets to me.

i find myself focusing on extra curricular's, and schoolwork, and blah blah which isnt bad and all... but im only focusing on God on Sundays... which isn't good.

im kinda just talking right now.

but i've got to figure something out.

ill go insane if im like this for another 8.5 weeks...

i want to be close to go.

i yearn to read his word.

i want to be taking steps forward, not backward.