Crying Out;

So this weekend, I'm in Minnesota with my dad and his fiancée. Plus a friend of mine that came with. It's challenging because I have a few issues with my dad in general but see he's atheist... and he tends to make fun of things like praying and the bible and it's just been a challenging weekend. I'm not able to go to church on Sunday which is really strange but it's just like, downing. I'm just finding myself right now crying out to God for his help, to get through this, that maybe he could show himself a little more to my dad, that my dad would find him... I just, This is one of them times that if I wasn't focusing on God I'd be a broken mess.... I just give it to you God, all to you... I just need your help....